My focus has become excellence and trying hard through running.
I’m focused on the marathon and working on it as a project for the next few years. I’m 33 and I figure that if I’m going to go for it, now is the time for the marathon.
I think that after a few years I would be interested in pivoting back to ultras to try hard and pursue excellence there.
My goal with making running my subject for the object of pursuing excellence and trying hard is that in pushing my body and mind well, the tide of my life will continue to rise as well; being a husband, a father, a friend, and so on.
Making videos on the internet is also a subject of which I have taken up to pursue (strangely?) this excellence in my running and will try hard there so as to keep pushing myself.
Here is where my fitness stands as of today. We shall check back in regularly to see this improving I hope.
Anyways, this is important to me – again, as a subject in relationship to the objects I care about most: being completely involved in the living of my life – and I am excited to keep trying hard.